Its been so long sice i/ve used blog. Maybe its becoz of Facebook or twitter or maybe i/ve been venting emotions on my diary.. This blog seems like a diary now since no one would read this anw.. not even me. I just write and forget..

Okay so now life is really tough. I thought it was really over when I got through O levels, but god put me through part two of hell. Heh. Im in JC now and i wanna say that this is not my path, im not living my dreams here.. I've really chosen the wrong path and it sucks big time..

Subjects here are too advanced for my liking. Every seconds means a lot.. Schedules are tight. Even P.E. is hell. No motivations, no inspirations, friends who are ahead of me.. Ah crap.

Whatever it is, i promise to do my best. IF i dont make it through this year, then i would think of dropping out. Right now have to focus on studies and exams and well, hell. God help me.